It’s great to have come all the way here.
Last week we cleaned out our garage a bit and some old tidbits from this whole episode surfaced. Some old manuals, hospital forms and thick binders with information on how to survive and how to lead your life in the new health situation. Also, there were some journals from the time before and after the heart failure happened. Of course there were tons of I-have-to-add-this-to-the-story moments, to the point of me feeling like I need to structure this a bit more. Up until now it has been just me doing stick figure storyboarding a few pages ahead from what comes to mind, but as more material shows up in my memory or, for example Christine goes, “remember that funny moment”, I want to organize it all a bit. However, I don’t want to make this all too precious and get perfectionist about it, because like the cartoonist Texan in Tokyo so correctly put it: “finished is better than perfect” (2:49). A large part of the fun is to be able to put stuff together, thrash forward on gut feeling and try different things out.
The garage finds were also a much needed reminder of what a miracle it all is. Life is precious.
This week’s installment ended up having lots of text in it, so it’s basically like a REAL BOOK!
Hope you’re all well and thanks for reading!
Week #5 and still truckin’! This week there’s some more educational stuff about what happened with the heart failure and the difficulties I had dealing with a new reality.
I just got back from a sweet week in Mexico where I basically walked around in swim trunks and relaxed. Having this condition, here are some things I need to do when going on a trip like this (I might just draw this out at a later point):
– wear a lot of sunscreen since I am on immunosuppressants = easier to get skin cancer from that big, yellow ball.
– not eat any ceviche since it’s considered a raw animal product = possible bacteria = possible infection.
– NOT DRINK THE WATER the nurse told me, for the same reason as above.
– wear a mouth mask on the plane since the air is circulated and lots of people exhale whatever they have going on in their bodies. This is more optional now since time has passed since the surgery and I didn’t end up wearing one.
There are still frame problems with the comic that bum me out, but oh well, just a process to figure it out. Thanks all for reading, passing on, commenting and complementing.
Have a great week everyone!
The fourth installment is up. Weee!
I am having some technical difficulties that makes the order of the frames look wonky if you read it on a desktop/laptop machine. I am looking into it and I will figure it out soon (= someone who is into tech-trouble shooting – PLEASE HELP ME!!!).
Hope all are having a good, or at least decent, time.
Thanks for all the nice words and for reading. This week’s post deals when my heart failure really went into high gear and I could feel that something was hindering me. I swam just one lap and needed to stop for a breather. I grew up swimming and competing, so that was definitely something that was odd.
After the swim it felt like I had a swollen ball right under my sternum, which I later learned is called the “gastro intestinal area” (any health care people in the house, correct me if I am wrong), and that feeling would be something that would come back again and again.
Thank you so much for reading and have a great week!
Hi all. I made it to week two at least and that feels good! Thanks for all the nice and encouraging comments and the subscriptions (!). I am honored. Last night I started to feel a bit uncomfortable with all this and started asking myself if it is such a good idea to wade through all these events again. I think it was after putting together the Facebook page that it started to feel a bit much. “What if I freak out in mid stride with this project?”. I guess the brain has a way to shield itself from hard times, so there’s a bit of a veil in between me and what happened. Oh well. After a night’s sleep I decided it’s alright.
I also want to extend a thank you to this gal, “Texan in Tokyo” who has posted a bunch of inspirational and clear instructional videos on how to go about on-line comics, plus responding to my messages and sharing some of her experiences in this matter. Thank you Texan!
On-wards and forwards and inwards, and hope you’ll all have a nice week!